[05 Sep 2005|02:01pm] Rest in Peace. Hendrix ♥ I'll miss you forever. 07.02.99. - 09.04.05. Knock Me Up.

[02 Aug 2005|05:31pm] live journal is for fags, im not using it anymore. 3 Knock Me Up.

[01 Aug 2005|01:59pm] i hate stupid pussies who fucking say theyre over someone then cry and get all up set over them. then fucking go hang out with them, your all fucking gay. i hate everyone sometimes. well not danny riot. bornloser4life13: i love you 7 Knock Me Up.

[01 Aug 2005|02:34am] lonelyheartvamp: cuz i always sit indian style on the chair Knock Me Up.

i touched tyson's hair. [31 Jul 2005|11:04am] OH GOD! 1 Knock Me Up.

[30 Jul 2005|01:27pm] CIRCA equanimity: so whos down the G-O-D!? lonelyheartvamp: we are!! 2 Knock Me Up.

oh dan && robbie [30 Jul 2005|12:24am] lonelyheartvamp: and i still got cut my nails lonelyheartvamp: and file them lonelyheartvamp: and jerk off lonelyheartvamp: and stab my dick lonelyheartvamp: and put syringe heads through my nipples lonelyheartvamp: so lonelyheartvamp: its gonna be a busy night lonelyheartvamp: u can just come over lonelyheartvamp: and witness it ur self lonelyheartvamp: and have blood lonelyheartvamp: and sperm in ur face lonelyheartvamp: and then i poop on a plate every morning CIRCA equanimity: and lick it all up lonelyheartvamp: and eat it CIRCA equanimity: sounds like a deal! lonelyheartvamp: and then we'll go in bed together and piss on each other lonelyheartvamp: and shit lonelyheartvamp: and rub it all over lonelyheartvamp: and fuck lonelyheartvamp: and puke lonelyheartvamp: and spoon in the mess lonelyheartvamp: sounds like a plan lonelyheartvamp: and then u can like lonelyheartvamp: sneeze lonelyheartvamp: and get my dick all snotty lonelyheartvamp: and suck on it lonelyheartvamp: and i'll stick a hot cattle prod up ur ass lonelyheartvamp: and sodomize u so bad ur colon is fucking toasted lonelyheartvamp: and u suffer from siso villus adenoma lonelyheartvamp: and have a rectal prolapse lonelyheartvamp: and polyps lonelyheartvamp: popping out of ur ass lonelyheartvamp: and then a poop shoot re route lonelyheartvamp: so u have to carry a bag of excrement at ur waste lonelyheartvamp: wow im done CIRCA equanimity: THATS WHAT I LIKE TO HEAR CIRCA equanimity: THIS OLYMPIC EVENT OF SEXUAL TORTURE! lonelyheartvamp: no this is just the like lonelyheartvamp: the pregame lonelyheartvamp: lighting of torch thing lonelyheartvamp: once i get a new vice lonelyheartvamp: and saw lonelyheartvamp: and drywall cutter lonelyheartvamp: then the olympics begin lonelyheartvamp: ill like jack hammer ur vag lonelyheartvamp: and u can fire a nail gun into my dick oh and by the way. Reach out and touch faith My own personal jesus... is a fuckin hottie. ROBERTWILLIAMHAMMEL ♥ Knock Me Up.

[29 Jul 2005|11:43pm] people are bullshit. kids are bullshit. kids have problems kids rebel to shit, they hate change. they hate whats not the norm. well fuck kids. fuck stupidity. fuck you. fuck you for looking down on peoples friends. fuck you for judging your own friends. fuck you for fucking over your best friend. fuck your best friend who hates you. fuck everything. fuck the future. fuck old friends. fuck new friends. fuck friends. fuck lieing. fuck the truth. fuck crying. fuck bottled emotions. fuck hostility. fuck kids who dont have their own minds and lsiten to what bands have to say, they make their own oppinions, you can too. fuck the stupidity of the world today. fuck sameness. fuck differences. fuck this shit. fuck weed, fuck drugs, fuck smoking, and drinking. fuck the edge. fuck relationships and marrigaes. fuck the system, fuck the goverment, fuck the world. fuck democrats and republicans, fuck religion, fuck everyone. im so fucking sick and tired of everyone ranting and raving about each other. i am so sick of hearing kids complaing about their lives. im so fucking sick of poeple who dont just live. people who dont understand that there is the good and bad. fuck rudeness. fuck being seperated. fuck suicide, bulimia, anerexica, cancer, blindness and deafness. fuck races, nationalities, genders, and preachers. im so sick of everyone. why cant people just live, and let live. fuck the weak. your alive for yourself, by yourself and no one else. 4 Knock Me Up.

[29 Jul 2005|12:08pm] i had a dream, and woke up crying. i looked up what it all ment. and it was all true. Knock Me Up.

[28 Jul 2005|05:16pm] i fucking adore heatherette. richie rich is so hott. ohsodkjhfsd. ♥ clubkids. Knock Me Up.

[27 Jul 2005|12:40pm] dan riley makes my heart go into myocardial infarction. my pool sucks. but it has colorful lights. xjmx came over. yeahhhhh. becca got pushed in the pool, yeah thats right. we talked for a while. baybay shouldnt be sad. im going to grow a penis to satisfy becca. selina is DEFF. living here permanently. xjmx does not approve of bradford. i was randomly reading tonys (<3) lj and look what he posted when i was gone!! e them with me.- kenda is so coming home soon!!!!! i cant wait to see my wife! james pi- ♥ dan isnt online. today. mac&cheese. xjmx.partymonster? ps. heather, smile. 3 Knock Me Up.

[25 Jul 2005|12:19pm] okay heres my angry post. im so fucking sick of being picked on for shit. like shut the fuck up i dont want to hear your shit, ma. your a stupid bitch. i dont do drugs and so what sometimes i wear black. im not my brother and i never want to be. because everything i say i wanna do he tells you first and its oh so great like suck a dick, i dont give a fuck. oh my god hanys the best, i miss him, great you think i care? all you do is worrship him and yes you do like him better. oh my god he tells me everything, well great i dont, deal with it. and if i tell you one thing doesnt mean you know anything. sorry i dont go around fucking everyone i see so just let me out. who cares about hanging out with guys, your so dumb, my best fuckin friends a guy and you know it. then you bitch about have to driving me and my friends like holy shit its not my fault i dont have a car. and okay so maybe i know kids who do, am i allowed to drive with them? no. im not allowed to hang out with who ever i want like shut the fuck up, you dont know them i do. i know how to be, responasble i know, but do you see that? no. you only think the worse, and when im happy you bring me down because you know you can. your my worst enemy and you know it, so just start showing it. i hate acting fake, putting on a smile for your dumb ass, so you dont give me the 3rd degree. well one day im gunna snap and say it to your face, make you cry again, then leave the house, never come back, and dont try to say anything nice because i remeber all the shit youve said like how im going to fail in life, and how i aint worth shit.how im a stupid bitch and youd take back giving birth to me. well i hate you too i want you out of my life because all you do is bitch about everything i do like i could be the perfect person and youd still talk shit to me like im fucking 3. im so tired of life that i want to die. ill never have one moment im happy. i just want you to die. 2 Knock Me Up.

[23 Jul 2005|12:32pm] reminded me of sir dan. Knock Me Up.

[23 Jul 2005|01:04am] Something deeper brought me Than a need to remember i love listening to you, dont think i hate you for it. p.s ahh7s7h7i7t: i can make you love yourself in ways you cant even imagine kenda i fucking love rob. Knock Me Up.

[22 Jul 2005|09:56am] i was randomly going through heathers journal to look at new posts from my lovie and then i saw this post about when me and dan had our talk. and like now i feel dumb because i didnt mean it like heathers a slut or anything like that. and i know this is from like 30 years ago but i ment it as like girl just fuck people over its a known thing and maybe that sounds fucked up but i was just trying to idk enlighten dan at the time i was just trying to tell him that he should be worried over a girl. that shouldnt be anything he was worried about. whatever it was 30 years ago and if heather is still mad at me or she was i wish she would have told me instead of posting it on lj... mm yeah. but regardless i stopped giving people advice, seriously. because which i know im contradicting myself completely right now but whatever but im sick of being fucking sorry for what i have to say its bullshit. if i fucking aint physically hurting you then shut the fuck seriously its corney. websites, and fighting over them is such a waste of time. if you have a fucking problem talk to the person. 2 Knock Me Up.

funnier if it wasnt true. [10 Jul 2005|01:16am] 1 Knock Me Up.

[02 Jul 2005|01:45pm] the only thing holding XJMX together. so far from being together =[. 17 days. 2 Knock Me Up.

oh what a cutie [30 Jun 2005|12:53pm] my love <3 [akathespeeddemon] 6 Knock Me Up.

[30 Jun 2005|12:41pm] i hate computers. mine is broken, all i need right? meaning i cant download some other cds on to my mp3 player. im leaving really soon and i dont really think im gunna miss anyone sept becca selina and dan. expecially dan. hes been a really good friend to me lately it really sucks how we can never spend time together which im hoping to change soon. dan is someone i really try to be honest with and hopefully he sees that. hes been a great friend to me,im going to miss our talks every day. i think we have a good friendship really. i almost can trust him. and im going to miss selina being up my ass every minute. and bobo, because bo = awesome. i think heather and krysta are leaving tommorow which sucks great ammounts too. ugh and i miss baybay alot. im sad. edit. yeah great i feel like somethings wrong with me... mmm... i feel down now. and its not cuz of the trip i dont think. 6 Knock Me Up.

[26 Jun 2005|11:04am] okay so i leaving in 6 days. didnt pack. dont plan too. i need to buy more clothes.i want nicoles scabby face to get better because she needs to come here and go shopping with me before the fucking trip. i redid my hair. and i cut it, well baybay did. ive realized i no longer have the fears that use to have, im not afriad of dieing, or satan. i realized in some situations you can certain people with things, but sometimes you cant. its better to remember people with their best qualities then there ruthless shitty ones. and dont fucking put people in some ideal spot when you know they dont think of you the same. i have a list compiled of wayne people i dislike, but i also have my better list of people i do like. OHMEGEEBFFBRAD. i heard a really nice song. its a tribute to the cure. it was really good. it was just all piano. and good. i dont know anymore. Knock Me Up.

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